For those who are going ahead and downloading u torrent to see Hashem’s Films, you may wish to be careful. Turns out that u torrent is considered an easy way to get your computer attacked (usually via the downloads you select called a P2P). Also, u torrent keeps a port open and might increase the vulnerability of your computer. There are some Hashem’s Films still on You Tube so that might be a safer way to experience them. The files are huge, anyway.
Update on Hashem’s?
May 18, 2009 at 1:12 pm (Uncategorized)
Tags: Hashem's, torrents
I don’t know what happened to their Website but apparently you can get their films as a “torrent” to see on your computer. Here is the link for part one. You also need the software that bit torrent provides.
The file for part one is huge so don’t even bother if you don’t have the room on your computer.
LOLs moving?
May 16, 2009 at 12:24 am (Uncategorized)
Tags: where did lol cartoons go?
Once I figure out how to move my LOL posts I will move them here, so as not to take away from my posts on OS/EH. Fans of doggies and kittehs, etc…take note.
choo choo
May 14, 2009 at 1:40 pm (How the city gets your money the sneaky way, Uncategorized)
Tags: fare checker, set up
As I reported earlier, the fare checkers on our mass transit system are pretty much perps. As you recall, I had trouble a few months ago with a fare checker trying to start trouble with me even though I had the proper ticket since I wasn’t essentially kissing his ass while he was checking it. He tried to ask me for my ID, I said no, then he tried to tell the other badge on the train there was a “siteeation”. I just got off at the next stop and took the next train. I saw him later that day but he did not harass me again but did have a look of gloating. I no longer see him anymore. Guess he threw his weight around too much and someone turned him in (obviously someone who wasn’t a ti).
I thought I had posted about the scary ass fare checker previously but cannot find it. Was it “taken down” by the perps?
Last month, I needed to get on the train fast to get to an appointment. All I had was a 20 dollar bill and the ticket generating machine was not making change, so no ticket. I decided to do what I usually do and take the train like one or two stops and get a ticket at a machine that works. I was near the end of the line where I get on so I usually do not expect fare checkers on that end to check on people going the last few blocks of the line. I was in a hurry or I would have walked.
I got on the train and the fare checker seemed to be on me right away. I explained the situation with the machine and showed her the 20 dollar bill that I tried to use, but, she wrote me a ticket anyway and said I’d get a letter in the mail if they determined the machine was out of order. I never got the letter and had to pay the ticket yesterday. I knew I would lose in court because the machine was working but only took exact change that day (it’s always malfunctioning around the first of the month) and the judge would not have much pity that there was nowhere to get change.
I’m glad I just paid it, but, apparently the person who “pulled” my ticket for me to pay the cashier was not. “Ass” I heard tossed at me as I walked away. Guess she wanted me, the ti, to go to night court on the set date and lose in front of all the perps that were sure to show up then. Glad I just paid.
I needed to go to the bathroom after I paid it and a woman in the bathroom was complaining very loudly to her mother how the fare checkers got her just because her bus transfer was expired. From the looks of the woman it was obvious why her mother went along: her mother was needed to pay the ticket. She complained and complained as I used the bathroom about how the fare checker was “racist” (the woman was white?!) and how she’d been discriminated against since she showed the fare checker she had the money in her hand to get a ticket. I guess she was just trying to board on a expired bus transfer (it works sometimes if it’s less than an hour or so overdue) and it failed with a hardass fare checker.
I saw her receipt for her costs on the sink (where she left it for me to see? smell street theater?) and it was over twice what I paid. It was almost like a lesson in “be a good little sheep and it won’t be as bad for you”.
So, this must be my contribution to “stimulating the economy”.
The perps won…again
May 5, 2009 at 2:23 pm (Uncategorized)
Tags: arranged trauma, perp set-ups
Looks like the perps took the only activity I had left that I didn’t do alone. I knew something was up when I was going to my activity since the perps were awful QUIET. When I was there I “got into it” with someone and was not defended (all planned, from the cocky attitude of the perp) and I left. The street was swarming with perps in cars on foot and on bikes. I took a walk and got the worst look a like ever. That was planned, too, to come on the heels of the trauma of losing the only thing I did on a regular basis. I think this is “punishment” for “disobeying” something they didn’t want me to do. Fuck them.
The Suicide Issue–sensitive topic
May 4, 2009 at 9:05 pm (suicide)
Tags: suicide
This week, as my stalking and mind fuckery via the perps seem to be way up, I’m wondering why they seem to want to make me commit suicide since I’m saved and will go on to glory if I die. Do our “handlers”, the representatives of the “master race” know something we don’t?
Do you think they have a diabolical plan to somehow imprison our brains or our souls after death so that even death is not a release? Would killing oneself on their schedule rather than “naturally” via old age/disease give them some kind of way to preserve the consciousness of a ti in an eternity of hell?
If I kill myself, I want nothing left for them to “reap”. I want to go to God. If life (such as it is as a ti) is a gift from God, then taking one’s own life is one of the worst sins imaginable right behind not believing in God and saying God is evil or controlled by evil. Yet, if one is saved, they are always saved according to the New Testament, so what do the perps hope to gain? Do they get to temporarily impound our souls if we kill ourselves?
If a ti kills themself, their suffering is over and the freaks would need to find a new victim to mess with to take their place. It would seem they would want to “use” the older target as long as possible, unless newer targets are easier to mess with than an experienced one. Maybe it’s a way for the freaks to get “fresh blood” without creating so many new ti’s that the “general public” (who already know anyway.) won’t get “suspicious”.
It’s strange, though, I will get harassed all day then they will sort of let up at night if they made me think suicidal thoughts that day so I will relent and live another day. Maybe they just do this game to play with me the way a cat does with a mouse before he kills it. Maybe they know that as a saved person I will not suffer after death so they must keep me “alive” somehow to reap all the enjoyment out of my misery they so relish.
This is why I never feel like living yet don’t quite feel like dying: I don’t know what they have up their sleeve.
The moon is on the way to full and that accounts for some increase in harassment as well as the Full Moon makes people more crazy to begin with and could make a target go off and do something.
One way to beat the flu
May 2, 2009 at 3:30 pm (Uncategorized)
Tags: flu recipes, miso soup
Just saw this recipe for miso soup on the net and the blogger mentioned she ate this recovering from the flu. Miso is supposed to remove toxins from the body and I had some this morning after being up all night with gas and another (unmentionable) symptom and now feel better. The recipe is a bit bland and the cilantro was just not good in it, but this might be good (minus the CILANTRO which is better in Mexican food and Pho) as a bland meal when getting better from flu.
I like to add veges like carrots, dried mushrooms, and dried seaweed to mine. The blog suggests to use “dashi” as a stock with either dried fish flakes, kombu seaweed, or both to give the soup more body. Also, meat eaters (me) could add fish like shrimp to it or even maybe thin sliced beef, I don’t know.
There are different varieties of miso but most all contain soy except chickpea miso and maybe rice miso for those with allergies.
Go ahead and try it for breakfast instead of Froot Loops, Trix, or French Toast Stix. It’s not bad.
