update 2

Well, it looks as if my friend is still in the hospital and being drugged out of her skull.  They will put her in a half way place when they find a bed, supposedly.  I don’t know when this last hospital jag started, but if she does not get out soon she will be unable to pay her rent.  She also hasn’t been home for weeks to check her apt to see if everything is ok or whether her “neighbors” managed to steal from her again.

A question:  Does anyone know the average dose of Geodon given a patient?  I was once tried on it with nightmarish results @ 20 mg a day!  She is taking much more.  Could anyone help?  The pro psych drug sites are no help because on them the shrink is God and determines how much is too much.

muwahahaha

Here, I writes sometheeng….

Seems as if a lady in New Mexico named Tiffany Lovell is offering a house for a winning essay.  I clicked immediately thinking, “wow, I like to write, and even if I lose it may be fun to enter!”

There was a catch.  It costs 100 dollars to enter this “contest” which is really a ploy to get money to move since their home isn’t selling apparently.  Also it’s a small home on a small lot.  Supposedly it’s a 200,000 dollar home, but it looks tiny to me.  There is no yard, either.  She said there would be upgrades added for the “winner”.  Oh yeah sure.

100 bucks for nuthin?  When asked what the essay was to be about, she said “oh, it doesn’t matter”. Of course it doesn’t matter.  She just wants your check.  Your essay would be trashed and the check cashed.  The “winner” will be a family friend, or a gangstalker on his way up in the “world”.

She said on a Fox News Video linked to her Blogspot site that they had already collected over 300 entries which means over 30,000 bucks!  Whew.  I should hold a damn essay contest!  What should it be on?  Any ideas?  LOL

She said another disturbing thing:  she was getting together with community leaders and the local bank to determine a “suitable” person to live there.  I’m sure no ti would win.  We are not “suitable” people.  We are less than animals.  Oh well.

One more thing:  I looked at the pictures she has posted of her home on her site and the large portrait of Jesus in her living room is a Mormon version.  She may be wanting a Mormon “winner”…just FYI

hai, I be dry for topix or whut?

Before the pix, I would like to say that I’m amazed how the world the flesh and the devil manage to drive people who were once so close so far apart!  I can see why the devil needs gangstalking in his tool bag.  It is a sinister devicive tool!  Drive people apart and only let them be “close” in their gangstalking group!  It’s the “new” way.  Family members and friends mean nothing!  Their stalking group is everything!  I smell Nazi all over it.  Here are some of the tools in the devil’s toolbox:

  1. Pride
  2. Envy
  3. Anger
  4. Gossip
  5. Controversy
  6. Divisions/Sides
  7. Lust of the flesh
  8. Sickness
  9. Madness

And if the devil can’t kill the the love:  Death.  The devil hates families.  The devil hates good friends.  The devil hates Godly churches.  The devil hates honest workplaces.  The devil hates honest leaders.  I guess we are just like a hair up his ass.  Now it the time to unite and give the devil his walking papers.  REBUKE him and tell him he won’t drive you apart!  His tools will have no effect if people stick together and don’t let him get a foothold.  Accept each others differences.  Remember, God made us all different.

 

 

 

 

    inside the hospital

    Yesterday, I visited this person in the hospital.  I felt so bad for her there.  I could not understand why she had let herself go so far as to be forced to be in there involuntarily and then forced on drugs!  They are putting her off for discharge again as well!  It’s horrible.  It’s a locked unit.  Even the porch where they are allowed to get “fresh air” has barbed wire.  It is just like the place I was in back in 1982.  It’s even worse though.  When you got privileges on my unit you were allowed off unit for some meals and activities, but here there are no activities.  I think they are there on the ward 24/7.  I was buzzed in and buzzed out.

    She seemed much better on the drugs.  She is probably well enough to get out.  She is in her right mind and spoke rationally and calmly.  It’s the best I’ve seen her for months and months.  Still, when I got there she was not dressed.  She has been there almost 2 weeks and was still wearing a gown.  I hope they are not making her not get dressed.  What I’m really afraid of is that they are stalling her there so they can get an order to commit her to the state hospital for a long time.  They already tricked her into signing some kind of certification order that she really does not know the terms of!

    I’m getting worried.  She needed to get stabilized but I feel what they are doing seems more like retribution.

    update

    It seems as if the person I blogged about a few days ago is much better.  I think it’s the drugs, unfortunately….Taking the drugs in the first place when she didn’t need them created a dependency and then withdrawal created a psychotic like state…it’s as if her brain now NEEDS the drugs.  Furthermore, she is not sure what she signed and may be subject to coercive community mental health care when she gets out of the hospital.  Elyn Saks, in her highly inspirational book  The Center Cannot Hold insists she absolutely needs antipsychotic drugs to function and she’s brilliant.  She is also a diagnosed schizophrenic.  This person is not either schizophrenic or brilliant, LOL…but the drugs may have given her a schizophrenic brain.  I warned her that withdrawal would be hard and would be needed to be done slowly under a doctor’s care with meds to reduce the effects of withdrawal, but, of course, she listened to the dumb f*ck nurse practitioner who told her just to quit cold turkey after 9 months of use!!!  Antipsychotic drugs change the brain in far less time than that, try about 2 or 3 months for me!  She may be stuck doped for life unless she has the patience and forbearance to quit the poison pills.

    the the empills strike back

    It looks like someone else I know is being forced to take psych drugs…On a previous blog, I detailed how another woman I knew was not only on a mind numbing regimen of pills, but how she was forced to take them via daily visit from a “nurse” who watched her take them and also a long acting shot.  No one would help her fight back against the community mental health center and the crooked psychiatrist and judge who set draconian regimen up, and she was forced to go along or else have a long stay in the State Mental Hospital.  I really had no idea of her mental state or “diagnosis” via the DSM IV, but it seemed she was not so sick that she required to be that doped out of her head. 

    I attributed her situation to the vengefulness of her psychiatrist at the mental health center who had a history of overmedicating patients she did not like.  (I do not think the community mental health places that serve low income clients get the cream of the crop when it comes to counselors and psychiatrists.  I could go on about this for pages and pages from my own experience and that of many others.)  The average doctor (if you can get a real doctor not a nurse practitioner) in a mental health center sees a client about 10 to 20 minutes every few months and asks a pre printed list of questions to the client to determine if their drug regimen still works and then on to the next unlucky client. 

    Novelist Stephen White, in his novel Dry Ice (see earlier post on books with sociopathic characters) had a character in the book who worked at the State Hospital after a scandal in his career involving a patient suicide.  Any field that serves the poor is almost always able to attract lousy workers and sociopaths among the dedicated people who truly care.

    Anyway, this person has been having emotional problems as of late and had taken the advice of a not-so-caring friend (read: perp) who got her on a regimen of antipsychotic pills.  At first this person was doing ok on the pills, then, she started acting spacy and emotionally flat (called flat affect).  Later, she was having trouble driving and would have had to quit  and take the bus if she didn’t stop the pills.  She then asked her community mental health “doctor” (nurse practitioner) if she could quit the antipsychotics if she could remain on her other pills.  The doctor said yes, but gave her no game plan to get off the antipsychotics.  Getting off of antipsychotic pills is torture because they change the chemistry of your BRAIN.  Many people seem to have a relapse of “mental illness” after getting off the drugs because the drugs affect the brain chemistry in a way that getting off them causes a chemical imbalance.  Dr. Grace Jackson (see above) even says that people who were never psychotic before but are prescribed antipsychotics and go off them will exhibit psychotic symptoms MONTHS after discontinuing the drugs due to changes in brain chemistry.

    This is something the money hungry drug companies do not want you to know about, and it’s something your perps don’t want you to know either.  Also, today, antipsychotics are being prescribed “off label” for various emotional conditions that don’t even APPROACH what the docs consider “schizophrenia”, which may be an imaginary disease to begin with. 

    In past times, and still in some conservative circles, schizophrenia is still considered demon possesion.  Other people believe schizophrenia is caused by serious vitamin deficiencies. (See about book in previous post by Dr. Newbold).  Prophets in the Bible had schizophrenia type symptoms when they heard from God.  Whether schizophrenia is caused by a “broken brain” or by demons or by gods is up for debate, but it’s obvious that antipsychotic drugs are no cure nor even an effective treatment for the condition or any other condition Big Pharm decides these very strong drugs are indicated for.  This brilliant article says not only do antipsychotic and antidepressant drugs not work, but their overuse has created a larger pool of people with mental illness.  I have heard it say that 1 in 5 Americans have a mental disease.  People talk of being bipolar or having schizophrenia like they used to talk about having warts!  It sickens me.  The enemies of this country will not have to wait long for us to destroy ourselves from within.  While sin and greed will help, madness will do us in.  A teacher in the 23rd century will tell her class:  “boys and girls, what happened was that the Americans all went slowly mad starting in the 20th century…”  They will say we had “such a beautiful mind”.  (not to mention a pretty face but obesity is a different topic altogether)

     

    PS

    Newsflash:  this person just called me and told me she was made to sign a certification agreement the other day, so now she may be under their control even after she leaves the hospital.  I hope she does not end up like the first woman, not even able to be away from town for even a day due to a “nurse” that comes every day to watch her take a poison pill!

    oh hai

    no much to rite about now but luk, I find Bible.  LOLBible for LOLPeople.  Many lulz to ya.

    when nature calls…..

    I need to ask a question:  I was in the store today when nature called and I was only half done with shopping.  I had to “go” badly and had to interrupt my shopping trip to do so.  The manager would not let me bring my food in the restroom with me so I could watch it and I had to park my cart outside the restroom.  I was only in there 2 minutes or so but I am afraid of perp tampering of my fresh food I had in the cart.  It did not look disturbed, but who knows?  I saw the typical penny on the ground when I left that shows my perps were “there”, so now I’m afraid.  Should I chuck the food?  I had way too much already to place it all back in the produce dept and get new w/o attracting major attention.