You could spend HOURS here….

Well, years….this is a one-stop website of videos dealing with world conspiracy and mind control.  There are also several entire movies here.  Especially good is the 300 PART SERIES “The Antichrist Dajjal is a Reptilian Shapeshifter”.  It is still a work in progress.  You could learn a lot here.  They have not touched on gangstalking yet, but do a lot on mind control and how it’s symbolism is hidden everywhere, especially in advertising, politics, and entertainment.  The one drawback is that this site is Islamic and the owners wish you to convert, but they aren’t very pushy.  People of all faiths visit here.  This site is so controversial it was KICKED OFF OF YOU TUBE TWICE.  Please visit Hashem’s Films.

I’m sorry

One of the perils of OS/EH is the increased paranoia and hostility of the target.  I think I mistook someone for a perp today who wasn’t.  This man was walking down the street smiling to himself over something and I automatically thought “perp smirk” and I said “f-ing perp” under my breath.  Immediately he looked very hurt and deflated.  What if he was just happy about something and I unloaded my hostility on him?  I felt guilty.  Poor thing looked just like a math teacher in his mustache and moss green cardigan….

Later, I had another reason to be sorry.  I get “forced speech” where my controllers will make me say/act in ways I do not want to.  I was sitting with some other people at a meal and I mouthed a very bad name to a man there.  I always have to fight their manipulations to make me look bad in social situations and they got me there.  They will keep putting bad images and bad names in my head when I try to interact with people.  Sometimes they get me to say something before I can stop it from coming out.  It’s a nightmare.  I did not mean that name.

I wish I could get rid of the anger and also be able to control my thoughts/emotions/actions around people like other folks.  I feel like some sadistic bastard’s playtoy.  At least I know that the negative thoughts and emotions and actions aren’t all mine.

guess that link didn’t work….

trying to get the message out about OS/EH…..

This is how it seems when I try to get the message across

Oh no, I did it again….

See post above to see what it’s like to try and educate the public about gangstalking.

Fiction that deals with gangstalking/sociopaths

Here are a list of  a few books that deal with gangstalking and/or sociopaths:

Dean L. Koontz:

The Voice of the Night  This early book of Koontz deals with a young sociopath in the making who befriends a young loner who needs to stop him before he kills again.

Dark Rivers of the Heart  About a woman who is being chased by a ruthless killer who has national connections and technology.  Killer wants to shut her up due to the fact she knows something about the coming New World Order.  Author’s note at end.

Twilight Eyes about a man who joins the carnival and discovers that many of his coworkers are actually demonic beings that are killing off people and they intend to set up a New World Order.

The Good Guy  A stonemason helps a woman who is being chased by an evil psychopath with national connections who creates lots of collateral damage along the way.  Similar to Dark Rivers of the Heart.  Victims are inadvertent witnesses to New World Order discussion and had to be eliminated.

The Husband  About a gardener who’s wife is kidnapped by some criminals who expect him to come up with 2 million dollars when he just gets by.  He uncovers a huge child porn ring and learns he is just a pawn in the criminals’ brokering for more money.  It is said that the perps at the highest levels are pedophiles.

The Face  A sociopathic anarchist plans to kidnap the son of a Hollywood actor.

Stephen White

Privileged InformationPsychologist Alan Gregory’s patients keep dying…turns out an evil sociopathic patient of his is behind it.  A wonderful depiction of a sociopath!

Dry Ice  The sociopath Michael McClelland has escaped the State Hospital where he has been held since he was convicted and declared insane.  This time he’s out for revenge against Alan Gregory.  What he does is so clever and evil it has “perp” written all over it. 

Both of these novels are part of a looong series dealing with the adventures of psychologist Alan Gregory. 

Frank E. Peretti

This Present Darkness  A town is being taken over by demons that use methods of social control not unlike gangstalking to silence dissent.  The ultimate goal is to take over the world, of course.  There is a sequel called Piercing the Darkness as well.

There are countless other novels dealing with sociopathic killers and world conspiracies, these are just a few!