Downcastmysoul’s Weblog

My heart is aching.  I’m all alone.  I will die alone.

I finally got ahold of that “friend” I blogged about before who had that problem with the hospital.  She wants nothing to do with me.  This is after she got screwed by the system.  I asked her why she was still so cold to me and she gave me some weak ass excuse about something that happened 3 years ago.  I begged her to put me off her “call block” she said “no”.  All I could think of in my head while I talked to her was “ice cold bitch”  and “evil bitch”.  She said I could come over sometime and help her find something she can’t find if she remembers to call me.  Thanks but no.

I can see thru that old excuse.  She must have been blackmailed by the perps to leave me alone.  She must surely know by now that her father really does not want to contact her and it has nothing to do with me!

She as much admitted in the phone call that she has no friends now and just spends time alone and in “therapy”, but she still remains cold to me.  That “friend” that broke us up is long gone.  She still keeps in occasional “touch” with her by phone because I believe she has her eyes on the prize:  my friend’s tiny bit of money–and she won’t give up until she is made power of attorney and has it!

I tried to call my sister, she did not return my call.  Cold bitch.  The Lord said that “hearts would grow cold”.  I am not evil or a monster.  The perps and the people in my life make me feel like one.

I got perped the hell out of yesterday when I went out.  Tons of skits.  Evil shits.  It seemed half the people I saw yesterday were perps doing skits on me.  I was getting shit on EVERYWHERE.  When I was a block from home, I saw a man “just happening by” ahead of me.  He sat down.  I thought, “another perp”.  I yelled out loud “no more perping, I mean it, no more.”  I was gonna get physical I swear.  It must have been something in his voice but he walked off for some reason without making a sound.

The fourth is over and we now have 6 whole months for Bush to continue to screw up this country.  Can he get us to war with Iran in 6 months…stay tuned…

I heard two very odd stories these past few weeks that are very disturbing.

The first one involves residents at a Housing Project.  The residents were told they must volunteer for an event.  The residents decided they would not be pushed around and protested.  They all lost their food stamps.  Volunteering for this event would have taken their rights away as it was a political event and there is no political party requirement to get disability benefits.  In other words, if some of the disabled residents were Republicans or Libertarians it would have been a long day indeed.

I remember after the 2000 election being asked “who I voted for” at a city health clinic while the clerk held my bag of prescription drugs.  After I told him, he said “good” and handed over the drugs.  What if I had said the other candidate?  I don’t remember being told I had to tell who I voted for to get precriptions before.  That is only the beginning of weird occurences that happened to me around the 2000 election.

The second one involves a man caught after dark in a suburban town with an overstaffed bored police force.  The last bus had run and he was stuck broke and alone and old and disabled.  The police decided to take advantage of it.  From what he said (can’t prove it since I wasn’t there) he was taken to a place that was not a police station and strip searched and left naked in a glass enclosed area like a wild animal for some time.  He said he has a physical disability that would make him a curiosity to onlookers so he was used as a freak show for that police department. 

After that, they let him go but made him walk out of town even though he has a prosthetic leg and a cane.  He would sit down to rest and 5 minutes later a cop would pull up and tell him to move on…when I caught up with him he was exhausted and in great pain having run out of his prescription.  I can’t say for certain whether this is all true as he seemed a bit of a shady character but after reading endless accounts on the Web I am inclined to believe it.

That same night, I saw a cop almost run over what appeared to be a teenager.  The cop got out of the car and cursed the teen out and threatened her and left.  She did not check the teen’s ID to see if she was in trouble or underage.  It was probably after curfew at that point.  Guess the cop was afraid of reprecussions due to not seeing the girl.

Guess I better not go on.  Just wanted to say that Gestapo tactics are not limited to the Republican party.

To all you non WordPress people, here is a fellow blogger who shows what forums are like!!!  Ha ha ha!

http://theurf.wordpress.com

I’m really here, but have been witholding blogging.  Guess it’s fear again.  It’s also July 4 weekend and people don’t want any depressing news about a coming world dictatorship or world government when they are busy shooting off fireworks, eating brats, and gettin’ drunk.

I have two stories that point out the coming dictatorship (at least to me) but I will not tell them yet until we celebrate our country’s birthday this weekend.

It’s sure been dry here…can’t remember the last time it really rained.  I wonder if the controllers steer the storms away from town as the electric activity would interfere with the constant blanket of surveillance that they have us under here.  I think everyone is surveilled, but only us “chosen ones” are made aware of it, if you know what I mean.  There are storms that form all around us.  As a matter of fact, you can look at late afternoon Doppler radar and see storms all around us in a circle and we as the dry bullseye!  A couple of nights ago I was sure I was in the path of a violent thunderstorm and at the last minute, the storm that was moving south to north, was steered south and we only got a few drops, some wind, and the distant thunder from quite an awesome light show.  We used to be thunder central in summer with heavy rains, striking lightning, and some of the worst hail in the country.

That aside, here is a reliable weather predictor I found on another WordPress website.

<a href=”http://homokaasu.org/gematriculator/?referer” target=”_blank”><img src=”http://homokaasu.org/pics/g/g80.jpg” width=”175″ height=”80″ alt=”This site is certified 80% GOOD by the Gematriculator” /></a>

Tolja I wuz a goodeh goodeh….

Try to impose this here!

do you have metabo?

Soem azzhoelz don wan me to post mai next post.  They clogged up the innertubes and tuk all my tiem to the point I almost went insane.  Well, ok, I already AM insane, but INSANER.

I don think it was God…so it had to be PERPS…

Wut can I dooz?  I had to delete mai pwecious post I had been workin on!

So here I am without a doggone post.

I’d like to say it would come out smellin liek a rose but it’s lost in cyberspace.  Wonder if it wuz too large?  Wut is the size limit on posts?  Now I’ll never know.

So, sry dawg, I don hav no post.

So, if mai post does not rise like a Phoenix from da ashes, I will haev to start new one.

Thanks perps.

Hi,

Sorry it took so long to post again.  I have been distracted by another one of the perps very intricate ways to get to me.  They will stop at nothing.  I had also been preparing a long post that suddenly I could not access to edit or do anything to.  Every time I tried to get on it the computer would freeze.  I’m sure the perps had something to do with it since I tried to write a similar post years ago and got locked out of it by the perps changing my password.  The former post was only for my PERSONAL USE too, not to put on the web!  These people are so paranoid and controlling and cruel.  I am planning a new post of real English (not LOL kitty stuff) but now I will have to change the content a bit as the controllers won’t “let” me post what I want to! 

Well, it looks as if Hashem’s is on hiatus…one of the cults he targetted is supposedly going after him with expensive lawyers.  It doesn’t fool me.  The “guru” of that cult is probably a snitch for the NWO and Hashem Abdullah is getting “paid back” for his 410th film which is about OS/EH.  There are tons of new posts on You Tube on OS/EH now, as well.

Edward Kennedy now has a deadly brain tumor and it’s “slowing” down Barak Obama and the Democrats…say hai to President McCain, ladies…Gee, what a convenient time for Senator Kennedy to get a deadly brain tumor.  Is it from EH?  We’ll never know.  I don’t really see what the problem is, since it doesn’t matter who is President, just as long as they were “selected” by the elitists to rule us.  The dog next door could be the President as long as he tows the NWO agenda.  He’d be a cute one, too.  Cuter than Clinton.  Bill, that is.

The twin disasters in the Far East will contribute to a possible famine, even here in the US.  Probably we will see shortages and high prices rather than famine, but for the poor it equals famine if they cannot buy food because it’s too expensive and the food banks, and soup kitchen meals dry up due to lack of food!  I wish I could go to Costco/Sam’s Club to get some staples now before they run out.  I used to get beans/rice/flour there in huge packages for seriously tiny prices…There are no announced shortages on meat, fruit, vegetables, or dairy, however.  Will they be next?  Will everyone in America fat or thin live on “Atkins”?

The reality shows are churning out the crap for our distraction and everyone is eating it up.  I do not care who is the next pop idol or who dances the best or even who gets the Bachelorette.  It’s all fake, anyway.  The only good reality shows are where the common man gets something tangible for participating.  The reality shows are just there so the big whigs in Hollywood do not have to pay writers, anyway.  Cheaper to hire the “people”.  Plus, truth is stranger than fiction, anyway.

We pay 4 bucks a gallon for gas when cars can run on Crisco.  All those damned perps looking smug and superior in their SUV’s cruising my block over and over put all their perp pay back into the pockets of Big Oil who puts their profits back into the pockets of candidates that support the elite…how fun.  It’s and endless cyclone that gets bigger and bigger everyday and one day will blow up into a monster that will drown us all.  Unless I get to die first..One can always hope.